Thursday, September 08, 2005

FK SIA
30 mins ago, i picked up a fone call.
i thought it was my sis, but it wasnt her number
so i tot it was cher
then she asked me out and i said ok
then i asked who it is
then OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ok la not like she's frm planet of the apes
but ill rather spend my day with other homies
nth beats a good afternoon wif a gd fren
back to the topic..
FK SIAAAAAAA

nothing beats having a break like this
as yiuyan puts it,
the weird feeling is realli sth to be treasured
last time ill be thinking of hw to put my free days to gd use
maybe to sort out jumbled up emotions?
to clear up the mess between me and some old friend?
or maybe just the plain ol boy girl problem
and boy isnt it old enough...
HOWEVER,
stoning might be the best option!
a break full of dota, sushi, green tea, ktv
is a fruitful enough break indeed

used to think that it doesnt help when i dont tink about one problem
never thought that when time passes and i look back, it may not be a prob in the first place
or perhaps i still dun haf the courage to solve it? blah...
feel quite sorry for things that i have done to a few peeps.
dun think she will be reading this anymore but
im qte regretful of what i did to you
huiru
that name used to ring ever so often in my hp
how it all ended coz of us being us
our friendship headed the wrong way
its my fault = /
ure alot better as a normal friend
no matter what happened later on
and how you've changed
coz how what i did
ill remember the you who was funny and cheery
if one day you will forgive me
juz drop a msg here eh

and there are a few other names that i wouldnt wna mention
coz my MOOD is starting to fade away..hahahaha

ive changed since then, for the better or worse i dont know
but at least i wont do the same kind of hurt again..
maybe a worse one? from a pessimistic pov...

and that sums up my thoughts for the moment
three more days!


i found a diamond at 10:34 PM